TU MA MANQUES

18 | Multimedia artist | X-Kid

Sweet Jesus I’m 18.

And fuck you. 

Birthday present for my 86th year old grandma. 
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Birthday present for my 86th year old grandma. 

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Hello there, the angel from my nightmareThe shadow in the background of the morgueThe unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valleyWe can live like Jack and Sally if we wantWhere you can always find meAnd we’ll have Halloween on ChristmasAnd in the night we’ll wish this never endsWe’ll wish this never endsWhere are you? And I’m so sorryI cannot sleep, I cannot dream tonightI need somebody and alwaysThis sick strange darknessComes creeping on so haunting every time And as I stare I counted the webs from all the spidersCatching things and eating their insidesLike indecision to call you and hear your voice of treasonWill you come home and stop this pain tonight?Stop this pain tonightDon’t waste your time on meYou’re already the voice inside my head
I miss you
/sorryforeverythingidid

Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
And we’ll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we’ll wish this never ends
We’ll wish this never ends

Where are you? And I’m so sorry
I cannot sleep, I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time 
And as I stare I counted the webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight?
Stop this pain tonight

Don’t waste your time on me
You’re already the voice inside my head

I miss you

/sorryforeverythingidid

Final plate for painting (Self-portaiture)
18 x 36 canvas, acrylic
Lots and lots of sweat, love, and inspiration
“Step out from the darkness and see the light of day.”

Final plate for painting (Self-portaiture)

18 x 36 canvas, acrylic

Lots and lots of sweat, love, and inspiration

“Step out from the darkness and see the light of day.”

Here’s the deal

I made my own personal record, album per se. It’s entitled Inspired Stories From The Heart

Tracklist:

1. Teenage Delicacy
2. South East Monsoon
3. All Night Long
4. It’s Your Fault
5. God’s Fool
6. End This
7. Hello Firecracker
8. Destroy You
9. Hold On
10. Just Accept But Still

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TEENAGE DELICACY

Okay mic test
Is this thing going on?
Check, check, alright we’re good

1, 2, 3, 4!

Come here all you losers
This is the time to shine like monsters
You’re not the only one who’s fucked up here
Look at me, we’re so alike
Battling demons is we do all night

Let’s go to the edge of this town
Get me my last cigarette and we’re taking this down

(Chorus)
Listen up and raise your hearts
The forgotten children of second hand crap
We’re the best thing that you’ll ever get

We are not your normal teenage delicacy
Throw a party and invite your enemies
Call a little champagne, a little vodka
A little of your hot love drama

(Chorus x2)
Listen up and raise your hearts
The forgotten children of second hand crap
We’re the best thing that you’ll ever get

(Bass solo)
(Guitar)

You’re not the only one who’s fucked up here
A little champagne, a little vodka
A little of your hot love drama

(Chorus x2)
Listen up and raise your hearts
The forgotten children of second hand crap
We’re the best thing that you’ll ever get

We’re the best thing that you’ll ever get

———————————————————————————————————————————-

SOUTH EAST MONSOON

What is this thing? It’s starting all over again
Another cycle that circles my head before the captain
So natural, feeling like a simple goodbye
But it’s okay ‘cause you’re my sweetest alibi

Waking up in the morning, thought I pissed the bed
Breaking up the point, please let me beg

(Chorus)
South east girl is never been the same  
Much more better ‘cause you’re making me insane
Gonna make my head blow over again        

Well I’m beginning to like this feeling
You wanna make my stomach turn around the ceiling
Anything but the good stuff
But promise me you’re just enough

(Chorus x2)
South east girl is never been the same                        
Much more better ‘cause you’re making me insane   
Gonna make my head blow over again        

(Guitar)

Alright, better find my greatest monsoon

What is this thing? It’s starting all over again
Another cycle that circles my head before the captain
Anything but the good stuff
But promise me you’re just enough

(Chorus x2)
South east girl is never been the same  
Much more better ‘cause you’re making me insane  
Gonna make my head blow over again                       

South east girl is never been the same           
Much more better ‘cause you’re making me insane
Gonna make my heart blow over again
Gonna make my heart blow over again
Over again

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ALL NIGHT LONG

We’re living in circles
You make me wanna shout
Staring through the lights for hours
The king of my grouch

I’m not getting tired of it
Just keep it coming, no regret even a bit

Never miss a second of you
No potty breaks, believe me it’s true

(Chorus)
It’s midnight, and all night long we cry
Too bad and I don’t want to say goodbye

You’re not my average teenage crush
Let’s go to the cemetery to see the holiday lush
Waking up the dead and be a part of my heart
And so now I see you caught in the mark

Never miss a second of you
Back is aching, it’s so damn bruised

(Chorus)
It’s midnight, and all night long we cry
Too bad and I don’t want to say good-

Night!

(Guitar)

(Chorus)
It’s midnight, and all night long we cry
Too bad and I don’t want to say goodbye
It’s midnight, and all night long we cry
Too bad and I don’t want to say good night

———————————————————————————————————————————-

IT’S YOUR FAULT

What did you do?
You messed up all the lines
You son of gun, what did you do?
I am everything I am

I’m Mr. Perfect with the biggest smile on his face
I got my dirty cash with me and you’re such a disgrace
A teenage assassin executing cigarettes and valentines
The life of crime I enjoy with all the losers of time

(Chorus)
And now you fucked up ‘cause it’s your fault
It’s your fault
It’s your fault
Your fault

A gentleman’s poise doesn’t suit you
You’re the snotty ego-maniacal twat you always had been
So fix my hair and put on your black jeans
And we’ll take these sons of bitches down with me

(Chorus)
But you still fucked up ‘cause it’s your fault
It’s your fault
It’s your fault
Your fault

(Guitar)

I’m Mr. Perfect with the biggest smile on his face
A teenage assassin executing cigarettes and valentines
I got my dirty cash with me and you’re such a disgrace
The life of crime I enjoy with all fuckers of time

(Chorus)
And in the end you’ll always fuck up ‘cause it’s your fault
It’s your fault
It’s your fault
It’s your…

———————————————————————————————————————————-

GOD’S FOOL

Here we are standing side by side
Silence staring through the time
You still drive me crazy lady two dots

The smell of your hair is contagious in the air
What’s the point of all this if there’s no soul to bear
But news flash, I’m going on vacation far far away
And still you’re the one that got away

(Chorus)
This is the last time you’ll see me
I’ve burned the photographs ‘cause darling can’t you see
Everything we had was never meant to be

I ain’t taking chances anymore
You moved on and loved the guy next to your door
I’m God’s greatest fool
Ready to fuck you until you drool

(Chorus)
This is the last time you’ll see me
I’ve burned the photographs ‘cause darling can’t you see
Everything we had was never meant to be

(Bridge)
It’s done, I got my last cigarette
I saw you on your Sunday best
But I just realized you’re still my best

(Guitar)

(Chorus)
This is the last time you’ll see me
I’ve burned the photographs ‘cause darling can’t you see
Everything we had was never meant to be

It was never meant to be

———————————————————————————————————————————-

END THIS

Dirty old man on his rain gear
Put my heart on a noose
Let’s go to the end of the world
And take a puff on my cigarette

Beautiful woman I fell in love to
She make it really complicated
I never got to fix my hair
And she left without a trace

(Chorus)
Mom and Dad will never understand
Stop being pathetic, you ain’t my biggest fan
So shut all the crap and let’s end this tonight

49% asshole, 51% son of a bitch
Check my resume, you’ll see that line
Don’t know where to go
Angels and killers I’ve been
They told me what to do and still I didn’t get it right ‘cause

(Chorus)
Mom and Dad will never understand
Stop being pathetic, you ain’t my biggest fan
So shut all the crap and let’s end this tonight

(Guitar)

(Chorus)
Mom and Dad will never understand
Stop being pathetic, you ain’t my biggest fan
So shut all the crap and let’s end this tonight

End this tonight
End this tonight

———————————————————————————————————————————-

HELLO FIRECRACKER

Hey sleepy head
I’m so damn bored to death
Eyes are bulging
Mind is fucking
And everyone’s having fun without me

Going to the land of unknown
My friends are gone and still I haven’t grown
And as I close my eyes
Things are still the same

(CHORUS)
Hello firecracker
I’m a complete disaster
Hey firecracker
Do you ever get my answer?
Hello firecracker
Hello firecracker

17 and strung out of confusion
My heart is starting a combustion
Let’s start a riot
Kill yourself and

(CHORUS)
Say hello firecracker
I’m a complete disaster
Hey firecracker
Do you ever get my answer?
Hello firecracker
Hello firecracker

(GUITAR)

Alright let’s go
Feed me to the dogs
Let me see the light
And say hello to my firecracker

(CHORUS)
I’m a complete disaster
Hey firecracker
Do you ever get my answer?
Hello firecracker
Firecracker

———————————————————————————————————————————-

DESTROY YOU

Did you ever had the chance to say hi to my middle finger?
It has your name on it you motherfucker
I was such a fool to believe all this time of drinking booze
I want to turn your face to chances of bruise

(Chorus)
Take back all you said
You’re pissing off my head
Give me some space
No one cares about my mistakes
This is for you, oh it’s really for you
‘Cause I want to destroy you

Too dumb to trust to someone so prosthetic
Never realized I was been too neurotic
Like the hurling winds of your big fucked mouth
Son just stop ‘cause you’re wasting my time

(Chorus)
Take back all you said
You’re pissing off my head
Give me some space
No one cares about my mistakes
This is for you, oh it’s really for you
‘Cause I want to destroy you

(Guitar)

Just wanna destroy you
I just wanna destroy you
Am I going crazy
It’s no excuse ‘cause I’m still gonna destroy you

(Chorus)
Take back all you said
You’re pissing off my head
Give me some space
No one cares about my mistakes
This is for you, oh it’s really for you
‘Cause I want to destroy you

I just wanna destroy you
Destroy you

———————————————————————————————————————————-

HOLD ON

Yesterday was the time of my life
It started of with smiles and chuckles
Tell me old friend how well did I do
I’m not strong enough to look after you

Jesus told me to take a rest
It’s been a month of three since I took the test
The scars are have faded away
But this man is still longing for the break of day

(Pre-chorus)
So God help me I’m dying here
Can’t you see I’m your mortal fool

(Chorus)
I will strive
No matter what they say
Gotta hold on
Fuck what you think
I will survive
Gotta hold on
Hold on to your life

Every night you don’t know what I’m going through
Sleeping with my pillow pretending it’s you
I see the light of day burning in my eyes
But all I hear are covered with lies

These demons are running after me
Blow me a kiss away and tell me it’s free
And as I ran away from home
All I hear are the echoes of your voice

(Guitar)

Hold on
Hold on

Help me I’m dying here
Can’t you see I’m the mortal fool

(Pre-chorus)
So God help me I’m dying here
Can’t you see I’m your mortal fool

(Chorus)
I will strive
No matter what they say
Gotta hold on
Fuck what you think
I will survive
Gotta hold on
Hold on to your life

———————————————————————————————————————————-

JUST ACCEPT… BUT STILL

I see you with your washed up heart
I want to put your misery in a shopping cart
Whatever happened to this old monsoon?
I don’t know if I’ll be back to soon

You lay your head down on the desk
You drank your 10th pack of apathy behind this mess
I just miss you, I must confess

(Chorus)
This line is probably my last
Too young to die but I still need your heart in a vast
But I know some day we’ll be alright
So rest your weary soul and stay the night

Dreams of your pretty face I see every night
I never wished I’d leave your sight
But this is reality in the land of misbehaves
So turn me over and take me to my grave

(Chorus)
This line is probably my last
Too young to die but I still need your heart in a vast
But I know some day we’ll be alright
So rest your weary soul and stay the night

(Bridge)
My missing piece, my beautiful
Gone in the rain with no chances to be truthful
I lost myself and died of a broken heart

(Guitar)

(Chorus)
This line is probably my last
Too young to die but I still need your heart in a vast
But I know some day we’ll be alright
So rest your weary soul and stay the night

And this line is probably my last
Too young to die and miss your heart in my vast
Some day we’ll be alright
So rest your weary soul and don’t forget the time

11-29-12
“Asian Art Queen”
Guess who? Hahaha!
/jabs

11-29-12

“Asian Art Queen”

Guess who? Hahaha!

/jabs

South East Monsoon (c) Concepcion
What is this thing? It’s starting all over again
Another cycle that circles my head before the captain
So natural, feeling like a simple goodbye
But it’s okay ‘cause you’re my sweetest alibi

Waking up in the morning, thought I pissed the bed
Breaking up the point, please let me beg

*Chorus*
South east girl is never been the same
Much more better cause you’re making me insane
Gonna make my head blow over again

Well I’m beginning to like this feeling
You wanna make my stomach turn around the ceiling
Anything but the good stuff
But promise me you’re just enough

*Chorus 2x*
South east girl is never been the same
Much more better cause you’re making me insane
Gonna make my head blow over again

—GUITAR—

Alright, better find my greatest monsoon

What is this thing? It’s starting all over again
Another cycle that circles my head before the captain
Anything but the good stuff
But promise me you’re just enough

*Chorus 2x*
South east girl is never been the same
Much more better cause you’re making me insane
Gonna make my head blow over again


South east girl is never been the same
Much more better cause you’re making me insane
Gonna make my heart blow over again
Gonna make my heart blow over again
Over again”

Before I was a man, but suddenly….

Before I was a man, but suddenly….

Aryt, no objections people.

Aryt, no objections people.

(Source: duckyjambez)

Future job: Artist/Rockstar/Priest

Fucked up mind. 

Goodevening.

Hello. Hahaha!

(Source: greenxxday)

mrswhatsername72:

I’m gonna call you. For sure.

mrswhatsername72:

I’m gonna call you. For sure.

(via greenxxday)

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